February 2011
94 posts
“I’m not fed up, I just wish I knew how to save you..”
January 2011
49 posts
“Every time that I will come across remembering you, I’m just going to...”
– MKC
From today on.
| Thing’s have been a total wreck ever since last weekend. It’s like the more I try to stand up, someone always ends up pushing me to the ground; not just pushing me, but smashing my face into dirt. Yeah, that kind of feeling. I just don’t know how to stand tall anymore, it’s like everyone that I put my time into to love, always end up fucking me over. Not only that, but...
Day Seven
7) Post your favorite quote.
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
-Marilyn Monroe
День шестой ( Day 6 )
6) When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it about?
| Well most of the time I’m always honest. I hate telling lies, except to my mother… but that’s for other reasons. But the last time would be telling my little naughty cousin that was on time-out that she deserves being on time-out for being naughty lol and that I wasn’t going to help her;...
“To show someone to become better, you should become better yourself. To become...”
– MKC
“There’s a difference when saying the words “I love you” and...”
Five.
5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
|Well I would have to say when times get rough, I’ve always had friends to make it all better. I had a lot of bad times.. But there was one that recently happened.. Just last weekend. When things were going great something happened unfortunately that turned it all back down. It was actually one of the worst things...
“You can’t have my heart, the doctor told me I’d be dead without it.”
4th day.
4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
| Dam it’s actually been awhile… Let me think about this… You know, there isn’t really a time when things can constantly go good. That would be too good to be true.
The Third day.
3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
| I would go nuts! I’d text/call/facebook everyone to meet me at a really nice place. Take lots of pictures and enjoy the moment. If someone ruins it.. I’ll be giving them one minute to live til I cut them ha. Just kidding. Then go eat at a really expensive place and do an after party! I’ll be reckless til the...
Learning little by little.
| There are times that you will always let slip away. Then there are times when you will have to cherish forever. On my days that has passed, I noticed many things. I learned new things. Although I feel exhausted from everything, I still feel so much. A part of me died and another grew..
I realized how many great friends I was surrounded by. I never noticed it so much; I’m so thankful to...
Random Weirdo
| A poem written by MKC and some weirdo on Jan. 21st 2011: (enjoy!)
mkc: Times are rolling by so fast
weirdo: But I’m still always last.
mkc: It doesn’t bother me though cuz I’m always in control.
weirdo: Sitting there while lighting my bowl.
mkc: That that’s when I begin to let go
weirdo: And start the show.
mkc: lights, camera, action.
weirdo: Not forgeting the...
“ If I’m still alive, if I’m still breathing, there’s always...”
“Having a day without him I can bare, but more than a couple of days, I...”
Day Deux
2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
| Hrumm.. over all the years I’ve had quite some best friends.
-In fourth grade it was a girl named Ruth borrow-sword. She was cool, kinda like a tom boy but so was I.
- In Fith grade, I moved to a different school. So I had a click of mexicans and one african. That’s all i ever hung out with. Out of the group my bestfriend...
Going down.
| Dam, I don’t know what to do anymore.. Everything’s a mess; I’m going insane. Should I just move to Minnaminnie and just leave this place. This place here, is no where for me to be. This is the lowest I’ve ever been. *deep breaths. *sigh.. Dam. what to do, what to do. Everyone sees things differently. Everyone has their own opinions about certain things. But I’m the...
“It doesn’t matter how slow you go, just as long as you keep going.”
Day Uno!
The question/challenge of the day: Post 15 facts about yourself.
1. I like to eat when I am happy.
2. I’m an emotional person when it comes to sad movies.
3. I’m a procrastinator ( BIG time ).
4. People say I’m good at giving advices.
5. Red and black is my favorite color.
6. I’m quite a rebel when it comes to things.
7. I hate acting fake to someone.
8. I’m...
MKC's 30 day challenge on Tumblr!
1) Post 15 facts about yourself. 2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years. 3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do? 4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good. 5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good. 6) When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it...
A man who's worth it.
| I swore to myself I wasn’t ever going back. I kept telling myself, maybe I’m just better off. But then I realized, a man who fights for you; is a man you should keep. The man who made me say, “wanna be my boyfriend” to was the first man I ever said that to. He was a man who took all of my shit I threw at him; wither it was a little hit in the arm to wrestling to all the...
Love they say.
| *deep breaths. The way someone strives to be with you breaks your heart when you decide to let go. Not because you want to, but you have to. As I said before, “She cannot love a man, for he is the one that loving hurts most. Loving herself would be best, because she who is loving herself, cannot hurt herself.” What is meant by this is loving a man brings only heartache. You...
Epic weekend (:
| This weekend went by fast as heck. Friday I spent a good night with the friends; felt like I was up in the sky. Then Saturday came along; the day of snow daze. The morning was relaxing. Christina came over and we got ready. There were a few complications with people and their cars, but it got situated. Along with that, thanks to nikhom, she brought me come curry noodles! As the dance came along,...
Jan. 15th 2011
| Today I feel better. It feels like I’m getting back on track. Yesterday went crashing down on me; but now I think I’m back to just doing me. Dam, I wish I could tell that someone how I really feel and what I know, but I think I’ll just leave it be. Maybe it’s best that way. So I should be moving soon, probably by next month. Don’t know where though.. But if it was...
“| ” When you stop dreaming of that man you was dreaming of every night,...”
Back to where I began.
| It’s back to where I was a year ago or so. I’m back to the same place where I began… I noticed everything went back to my plain normal life; except for a few exceptions. Everything is quiet, peaceful, living the single life, working, little get togethers on the weekends, and of course moving forward with life. It’s amazing how one person can change your whole life; who...
And it's only 10:14pm.
| So I was in my room, around early nine, just staring at my homework. I couldn’t focus. I couldn’t do any of it. Not because I didn’t know what to do, but because my mind was somewhere else. My mind went off thinking… “I lost my motivator..” I lost the motivation to doing anything; From homework, to business, to fashion and designing clothes. All of it just...
My Wall I'm buliding.
| I’ve decided to try to keep certain things inside of my walls; build it tall so no one can get to me. Whatever I’m really feeling about things, I’m just going to hold it in. I’m not going to be that girl that you used to know. I’m changing my ways to become a more headstrong woman. It’s going to take time though, but I think I’ll do just fine.
“| “Life is life; Things are gunna get difficult; nothing’s easy....”
“ When life isn’t great, maybe that’s when you should consider...”
Beginning of 2011
| So it’s just begun and all of a sudden this happens. Seriously? Man, I swear this shit sucks. Now I’ve got to try harder and learn to be more independent like how I used to be. It’s our senior year; prom will be here soon, so will college. It’ll be the real turning point in my life. Now that your not here to help me along the way, it’s just me; me by myself. Looks...
