December 2010
13 posts
It's almost a new year.
| I can’t wait for this new year to come. I think things will go better this year. All you gotta do is get rid of people who just bring nothing but bad to your life and fill them up with the warmth of other friends. I’m getting real tired of everything and the way how others are. Sometimes i would LOVE to bring them back to reality, but unfortunately I already kicked them out of my...
Exhausted.
| Now and days things just get so exhausting. Keeping up with school and with work; not only that but trying to keep up with friends. It’s just not my thing anymore. I don’t care anymore on who i have in my life. It’s weird, but its the truth. I’m tired of being a good friend to people who just like to take advantage of you. That’s when you just gotta put a stop to...
It's just life.
| Life’s been quite a hurricane lately; everything killed me for a bit then it hits me back up again. Things are difficult, it’s just how you deal with them. I felt like there was so much out of me raging to come out, but it didn’t. I held in most things and look at me now, I’m just fine. I swore i felt like my heart was just torn and ripped right out of my own chest just a day or so ago. I...
It's just that time of year.
| Just before the year ends, it seems like everyone comes accross certin things that makes them stressed. We start thinking about what’s wrong with our lives to the point where we’re just so fed up with everything in our lives that we just dont care anymore. It’s a sad time, but it’s life. I know that a couple of my friends are going through a very hard time right now; i...
Giving up.
| I swear i thought i could handle it; but i was wrong. I feel like things just aren’t right. I really wish i could figure everything out; but i can’t. I think i just want to give up. I’ll just be like you and act like I’m all tough like a tough cookie. I’ll try to make it seem like no one can break me, I’ll act like i don’t care; maybe then later, i...
Another restless night.
Sometimes it’s better off to just walk away. Shut the eyes of the wonder and close the doors of the openers. Maybe it’s time to just set free and stop doing things for others all the time. Let yourself come into the light and away from the darkness. Let’s give a try to the restless and let them speak, sing, cry, anything they want; just because maybe they finally can come out...
